I can empathize so much with your story. Apparently there is hope though, if I am to believe all the sensational testimony in this forum.
Like you, I have suffered unsightly toenail fungus for many years (making matters worse, I am also struggling with a painful ganglion cyst on my wrist...another problem for mesosilver?). I have been very self-conscious for as many years about showing my feet in public and I have always worried that I will never again be comfortable going bare feet or wearing sandals in public. It has been awful for me psychologically. I am very embarrassed at the sight of my toes.
Finally, out of desperation, I sought out a podiatrist who insisted that Lamisil would cure my problem. Being desperate, I am now taking the drug and it is slow going and horribly expensive! I only wish I had found this forum first. But, you can rest assured that I am going to purchase a bottle of this product right away and see for myself what so many others here are reporting.